now im pissed!!

i just wrote a whole page and now the shit is missing!!!  ok im beyond pissed.  make a long story short – im pissed and my babies got their pics back from school and they are super cute – still pissed!!

WHY DO I

so pathetic!!

ok, so i just realized when my last post was.  i am such a terrible “blogger”.  lol.  not much has been goin on since.  same old crap everyday.  i dont realize at the time (during summer) how much time i actually have.  i mean, during the summer, it feels like i have time and its nice outside and its kinda more relaxed.  now its rush, rush with school work and after school things and it gets dark earlier.  ugh!  i really feel like i “lose touch” with everyone in the winter.  it really sucks. 

i got jadens halloween costume last week.  i will have to load a pic after the “big night”.  i still need to get one for maia.  of course it has to be a princess or some sort.  maybe i can get her to get something a little scary, i doubt it though. 

so last weekend i went to the toby keith concert in va beach with a friend.  i had the most greatest time.  it was so nice to get away, even for a couple hours and have some fun.  i absolutley heart him!  it was a great concert!  it was so freakin cold though.  we were so bundled up, i thought my fingers were gonna fall off.  i wanted to drink some beer and what not but i was too cold to get up and then thinking about having to wait for the bathrooms – not gonna happen.  i am def gonna go again, def when its warmer.  i dont care if i have to fly across the country to see him again, i will!  and i will get front seats.   i knew every word to every song he sang and i think i screamed so much i might have busted a few eardrums…lol.  i wish i could have gotten some pics, but my camera sucks ass in the dark and the battery is shit.  we were on the hill which wasnt too bad, but we had some kinda high tech binoculars and they were pretty good.  i could see all the way to his teeth.  lol, they were nice   that is one sexy hunk of man.